Klavier "Notice Me Apollo" Gavin (
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Klavier Gavin [OPEN]
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klavier understands. he understands apollo's pain more than anyone in his world right now. the defeat and loss of having those you love ripped away so suddenly, whether by their own faults or the world's. he's lost just as much as apollo, yet even klavier had no one to turn to after the events of his own brother's and best friend's respective trials.
well. he didn't before. and somehow, even in the clouded storm of his mind so wrapped up in his own loss, he wants to help klavier, he wants to be there for him, offer the support he should have gotten months ago.
and maybe that's what got him so fucked up in the first place, he takes the concern he should have for his own well being, and focuses it on someone else. it shone through strongly when he pushed himself too far trying to defend ms. woods. maybe it's happening again. that desire of his to protect people, to be a source of comfort and support for those important to his life, it's both a strength and a weakness. he winds up taking it too far, ignoring himself in favor of someone he feels needs it more.
klavier's words confuse him, eventually causing his sobs to quiet as he rubbed at his eyes. his pain has by no means left him, but now, he wants to focus more on klavier's words.) Wh... what? Who is it?
(it doesn't click for him yet, that the person klavier is speaking of could be apollo.
because when has apollo ever been there for klavier the way klavier is here for him right now?)
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Was Apollo really so blind to all of that?
Fingers brush a stray lock out of his face as he gazes into those eyes, offering the most genuine, soothing, and caring smile he can muster. Because these next words are going to be the exact same. It's something Apollo needs to hear right now more than anything.]
It's you, Apollo. Ever since I met you in the courtroom, you've been there. You were there when my brother showed his true colours. When Daryan showed his, and when Kristoph turns his back on the law an became something much worse than a corrupted killer. A demon, the devil...it's not an easy thing to see or hear about someone you love.
But every time I was left in the dark, something as simple as your smile or as complicated as your irritated sighs brought me up to my feet. It kept me going, you might say.
[His voice trails off at that moment, humbling fiddling with his bangs in sheer nervousness.]
It's hard to say this easily but...
Thank you for taking the poison out of my life. I mean it.
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but the second the first words enter the air, waft through apollo's ears, he reacts. it's minute, small reactions, but after the days he's had, it's noticeable. a quick intake of surprised breath, hands gripping klavier's shirt a little tighter, a quiet plea that he's telling the truth.
his eyes are wide as klavier confesses just how important apollo is to his life, and he almost wants to protest. that it was in court, he had to do it, it was his job. but apollo knows the truth. he wanted to be there for klavier, inside and outside the courts. outside was far too inappropriate given their relationship. but inside?
inside he'd do whatever he could to help the prosecutor. the one man in the world, in his life, who didn't deserve for a single unfortunate thing to ever happen to him. but this? to hear as if apollo was his savior?
that's too much praise to put on him.) I... I don't--
(he has to cut himself short, give him time to rethink his words. he can't deny what he tried to do for klavier, how he wanted so desperately for klavier to not be alone, but also not be surrounded by so much evil and toxicity. someone who shone so brightly and so purely was far too good for half of the world. apollo still sadly counts himself in that half.
the words aren't coming out, not the way he wants to. if he denies what he did, it's the same as invalidating all klavier is doing for him now. so if he can't speak, he'll act. one hand raises up, cupping klavier's cheek as he treats the last important being in his life with such delicacy and reverence.
a hand that loops itself around to the back of klavier's head, curling into his locks as he gently pulls his face down. his eyes close as he places his lips over klavier's again, this time with no intention of pulling away.)
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He shakes his head at Apollo's attempt to protest, although no more words come out. No matter what he says will be the same. It's a good thing they're silenced quickly, replaced by something so much better than mere words. Lips brush against his, and not the hesitant scoping out they'd done earlier. Not the helpless, desperate need for touch that had sent him back in a shove. This was a kiss meant for Klavier knowing Klavier wanted him back. And he was happy to oblige that as he wraps Apollo up in his arms, gently cradling him and minding those injuries as best he can. Calloused hands are surprisingly gentle and soft against Apollo's skin, heavy breathes shared between them as he drinks in all the man wants to give him. For the moment, however long it lasts, he's Apollo's, and nothing would change that.
Fingers massage his scalp and run through his hair, thoroughly mussed up from everything that'd happened, but Klavier's in no position to care. If he wanted anyone to play with it, to unwind that drill curl that'd become so iconic of the Gavins, he'd want it to be Apollo. Everything he was belonged to him, and had even before this moment. His savior, his sun...he'd always had him ever since they met, whether he knew it or not.
All that remained was to soak in the benefits. Envelope himself in the truth that he has a boyfriend now. A pale blue dot in the darkness that was his life.
His whole world was Apollo right now, and he wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Heated breath escapes as Klavier gulps for air, opening his mouth to allow entry should Apollo want it, his tongue gliding gently along the man's lips in an almost needy request.]
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it's almost more than he's prepared for, his mind still swimming with conflict, is this the right time, should he really be letting himself go like this, is any part of this right. but then again, if it hadn't happened now, would it ever have? would apollo ever have learned how deeply he touched klavier's heart, how much they'd let their own lives swell to include the other as much as possible?
there's a flicker of a memory, clay telling apollo to get his act together or he'll regret it. sometimes missed chances are missed lives. and he knows for certain if he pulled away this time, he might not be able to go back to this. he allows himself to be pull in my klavier's mouth, drawn that bit closer to him.
open his up his heart fully.
the tongue shocks him, suddenly a hint of wet warmth he wasn't expecting. though, with how long they've both been waiting... it makes sense. he hesitates, giving himself a moment to consider just how far he wants to go. his mouth opens slowly to allow klavier's tongue, his breath, his life. every bit of it.
apollo will take all of it, one piece at a time.)
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The kiss is deep, enough for Klavier himself to get lost in, their emotional states not enough to hold them up from sinking into the quicksand of bliss they'd gotten trapped in. Apollo was offering his heart, as broken as it was, for Klavier to fix. And he'd hold it, cradle it...cherish it.
Let Apollo know that there was always someone out there who thought the sun was beautiful above all else.
The taste is just like the moment--bittersweet, but leaves Klavier wanting more. Something to come back to later of course, when Apollo's bandages were changed, he had made himself comfortable, and they were allowed to have that time to themselves. Clay would be on both of their minds for awhile yet, and Klavier had a lot of mending to do to get him prepared for the funeral...
But he wanted Apollo to know above all else that someone was there for him.
The kiss only stops when air is necessary, drifting away from his lips softly and letting the warm air between them bounce off their cheeks. A soft pant escapes his lips and a smile spreads as he takes in Apollo's tear-streaked face, his own trying not to join in once more.]
Thank you, for everything, Apollo Justice.
Now let me help you with your injuries.
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even if just for a short time, apollo allows himself to drift into the feeling. let his depression be kept at bay while he drinks in the klavier's taste and loses himself to the all too blissful feeling of being loved again. the way he kisses isn't nearly as hungry as klavier, just a little slower, a little more behind until klavier pulls away. apollo is out of breath, eyes eventually opening to stare up at klavier and wonder how it's possible for one person to be so awe-inspiring.
there's a brief nod at his suggestion, realizing his bandages probably shifted somewhere in the embrace. he's still a little slower, trying to catch up with the rest of the world.) Okay--
(and then he suddenly understands why he was so much slower. his face is flushed red from so much excitement, too much so to cause the wound on the back of his head to begin pounding in pain. his vision glares, sunspots blinding him and causing him to fall against klavier with a pained whine.
the hand on his head grips his hair tighter, eyes clenched shut as he waits for the pain to die down. he curls up against klavier, almost crumpling, his breath coming in pants and not from the kiss.) Need-- I need to sit down.
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Alright, alright...it's okay. Let it pass.
[Soft, comforting coos and hushing, followed by soft lips against Apollo's head. With everything going on, and their whole lives practically topsy turvy in the span of a half hour, it's no wonder the man's starting to feel the strain on his own body.]
I'll be here.
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like all of klavier. his smell, the feel of his skin, how his arms and shoulders are strong enough to support him, even when he could so easily crumble. how klavier is the one who's spent only a hald hour trying to fit the pieces of apollo back together, and done more for him now than the entire world has all week.
arms lower slowly to wrap around klavier's sides, pulling himself a little closer after having a few minutes of allowing the pain to die down. he doesn't raise his head quite yet, still seeing spots dance along closed eyelids.) I'm... not really going to be a good boyfriend for a while. S-Sorry.
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But it's often inevitable that one forgets just how fragile a human can be too. Apollo may be godlike, in name and in personality, but he was still human.
And so, it takes another person to keep him up on the pedestal he deserves to be on, and if Klavier's arms had to bear that, they would gladly do so.
Apollo's apology goes in one ear and out the other, shaking his head delicately as he hushes him once more. Not to silence, but to reassure.]
Then I will be until you're better, alright?
You've always been worth it.
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and apollo has lost all of his. there's no strength behind his voice, not for now, there's no uplifting smile, nothing that exudes "apollo justice is fine". because here and now, he'll admit it again and again. he's not fine. his new boyfriend has to spend their first day together picking up the pieces of him, with apollo trying to keep his body as put together as he can.) You're-- perfect...
(his words are mumbled, and even after taking the time to rest, get his bearings straight, completely stop moving, he's not feeling any better. every time he opens his eyes, he's met with blinding pain and sunspots on his eyes. but he can't black out now, that will only worry klavier beyond belief.
a hand blindly raises up, clutching at the shoulder of klavier's shirt, eyes still closed and face against his chest.) Can-- sing please. Supposed to help... lyrics so I can focus on something.
(he remembers it vaguely, the doctors telling him if he felt like he was about to pass out to play music. the lyrics keep him focused, give his brain something conscious to latch onto.)
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Klavier would handle the rest. That he would make sure of.
But then, even then when Apollo lay in his arms clutching to fabric for dear life, he still had the endearing audacity to call him the perfect one. To relay just how good he was when he's the one who should be praised for his strength and longevity.]
You truly are something, Apollo...
[His voice is soft, almost a whisper, fingers gently brushing through brunette locks. Apollo had never felt so small in him, shivering like a maraca and trying desperately to hide from the world until he was ready to face it. And Klavier, wishing ever so deeply that there was something he could do. Something more than just words.
But Apollo's request...that certainly was just what he wanted, wasn't it?]
Sing?
[An odd request, but one he can certainly fulfill without question. There was no insturment to harmonize with, but Klavier's voice could drift to its own melody. And for Apollo, it would.
Lowering his head ever so slightly, lips part, and a soft river of lyrics flow from them. Slow enough for Apollo to follow, and sweet enough for him to truly mean each and every word.]
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apollo was stubborn by nature. independent and capable, never letting himself fall enough to the point of needing to be picked up by another, except clay. he was the exception to all stubborn rules of apollo's life, but only because he shoved himself past them and never let apollo stand alone.
klavier was performing admirably as an encore to all of clay's tactics. and it's something apollo makes a note of to voice later. specially for klavier, in as loving a way as he can manage now.
he lets himself lay there, eyes closing and his brain zeroing in on the lyrics klavier spins for apollo, light and sweet, easy on the ears. his breathing steadies to match the tempo of the song, and while the pain may not be subsiding just yet, he at least doesn't feel close to blacking out anymore. but somewhere along the way, he focuses enough on the song to really hear the words.
and what they mean.
he allows himself a few moments to collect himself, slowly and delicately raising his head off klavier's chest to make eye contact. his eyes openly slowly, needing a new blinks to focus in on the world around him, as if he just woke up from a heavy sleep. still glazed over, a somewhat dazed look on his face from an unfortunate mixture of exhaustion from the day, and awe from klavier's calming voice.) Were you... singing for me? Or about me?